Yeah, I definitely didn't get the job. They held second interviews and finished them up today. As usual, I wasn't good enough. New rules of life: (a) Never applying here again--none of the areas I want will take me, and I feel like a fool again. (b) I really need to stop telling people at all that I have a job interview. I told less people this time, so there's that, but if I ever have one again, I just shouldn't fucking mention it. (c) God isn't going to save me from a shitty job. I have to save myself and I can't save myself worth a damn. I'll either get fired, shot at work, or go to a mental institution at the rate I am going. (d) So much for everything. (e) If someone tells me to not give up hope again because I haven't 100% been told no yet, I may punch them. I can fucking tell, people. That is not helping. You think it is, but it isn't. (f) Time to drink again tonight.
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