I suck

I got some really bad news today. I can't tell you what it is now, but I'm sure you'll find out fairly soon. All I can really say is (a) that I should NEVER think that any part of my life is even vaguely secure and doing well, and (b) I have screwed up things big time because I am an idiot. There is a slight chance that things will not be screwed up, but I am not counting on that at all to happen.

I feel like shit.

And I am tired of having negative changes in my life.

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